my manic world
2001-04-02 14:17:03 (UTC)

my head throbs, my heart is..

my head throbs, my heart is broken into an unimaginable
number of pieces, my eyes are swollen from the hours of
crying, and i am feeling somewhat numb. but.....i am
trying to fight it all, in my own way, maybe not the
correct way, but the way i know how to. i visit her
wednesday, that wonderful therapiost, maybe she will give
me some insight into all that has happened this weekend. i
can barely force my self awake. sleep bombards my brain,
its all i cna think of., why must i be here