BabyBrownEyes

Life sucks!

Man, I wish I could have an entry entitled "What a great
day" or "I love Life"....but then I would be lying. I
never have great days and I hate life. I tried to OD again
last night..didn't work, obviously. I wish it would have.
I had another one of those mornings when I woke up and
wanted to cry because I was still alive....it's twisted. I
care about Rusty a lot..I know it would hurt him if I
died...but I wish he could understand. If he cares about
me, he would let me die, put me out of my misery.