The girl I never knew I was
Hey Everyone! Have you ever had..
Have you ever had one of those days where you are not sure
how you are feeling? Well, that is how my day went today.
You know, like one minute you are feeling really happy and
then another minute you feel like you are depressed or just
like BLAA, just plain. That is exactly how I am today. So..
I woke up and got in the shower and that made me feel good
becuase showers always make me feel clean and refreshed.
Then i went and I layed out and that was fun because I got
a pretty good tan. Then when i came inside I called my
friend Genevieve and oh what a suprise, Josh was there. not
really, actually it was exactly what i expected to find. I
mean I know that shouldnt bother me but I just really like
josh and i am really intimidated by him spending time with
her. Especially since she in his ex. I mean, he tells me
all the time that he is over her and then i believe him but
then the way he acts completely contridicts what he just
told me. And then Genevieve is like pushing me and Josh to
be together and she says that is what makes her happy but
then the way she acts makes me not be able to believe her.
Like, Genevieve sent me and Josh to the movies and stuff
and we had a really great time but then the next day, me ,
Josh and Genevieve all went tot the mall and Genevieve
seemed like she was trying her hardest to keep me and Him
away from eachother. I just don't get her. Ok well, back to
my day today. Well after I talked to them on the phone I
was kinda sad becuase I don't want him to like her but when
he spends time with her I think that he does. Then I went
and hung out with my ex, Jacob. We had a fun time but
Genevieve and Josh were supposed to come over and hang out
with us. I was really nervous becuase I didn't want Josh
and Jacob to meet eachother. So.. when I got to chico i
called Genevieve's cell phone but no one answered, That
made me kinda happy again because I didn't have to deal
with the presure of them meeting eachother. well, i am
boring you, so i am going to go. Talk to you later.