angryanymore

angryanymore
2001-12-06 02:26:17 (UTC)

the operetta of ophelia

the day started off less than grandiose... but it's getting
better... i got home... and chip called. i think he likes
me alot... but i'm not sure why... ... ...

i haven't talked to gabe... but i'm thinking about driving
over to tupelo with elizabeth and emily... for simply the
say of "christmas shopping" ... (as if that's my only
motive for going)... perhaps i'll "run" into
him. ................. but hell, i don't even know if i'm
going yet. ... i'll keep you posted.

got an email from autumn yesterday... she said that
garrison was coming home for the hollidays... HOW GREAT IS
THAT?! my favorite feminist singer ... coming less than 45
minutes away from me to spend the christmas season... oy
yoy yoy! i'm so excited... ... just in time for christmas
and my birthday... wow. tis the season...

upstairs is a mess... i've never abandoned cleaning like
this... but i've been tired... and up and down the
rollercoaster this week. ... screw cleanliness when
confusion comes about.

mr. sanders offered to let me read his signed copy of
LETTING LOOSE THE HOUNDS by Brady Udall... i've read a few
stories in it... its a great book... wow. thanks mr. s.

i have to take some kind of aptitude test tomorrow. i have
no idea how it affects me... but it gets me out of 2 or 3
classes... so... yay for that.

man... i also have to stay after school for that NV-THS
thing tomorrow...
-that reminds me... call erika... and see if i can get
ready at her house since i have to go and decorate the
cafeteria... and i won't have time to drive home.

..............grr...

i have had a revelation of sorts... i'm not ready to settle
down (maybe not even with gabe)..... why should i feel
guilty for dating? ... steve asked me out on a date... so
did chip... ... this is the prime of my life... i should
enjoy it... ownership is not an option right now... ...
screw the past year and a half. screw kolby. screw
bob. ...screw being tied down. ...............i loathe even
the idea of being someone's "one and only" ...... ... it's
time to have some fun.... (in a ladylike fashion of
course... hahaha)................................ bring on
the good time's period... i am so ready.

kay...

that's all for today.

jane.