Behind the Smile
Another day in my life. What..
Another day in my life. What can I really say about it?
Nothing except I fell like I'm going nowhere, I've got no
direction. I know what I want to do but I don't know how to
do it. When will the purgotory end?
My best friend Crystal is going through some shit with her
Boyfriend. I've always had feelings for her. But when does
anyone ever notice the people they love are right in front
of their faces?? Even in that respect I try to help keep
them together, cuz he's a good guy and all. No one ever
listens when you try to help.
I still don't have a job! I applied at every fucking place
in this town literally!!!! But no one calls for interviews,
or anything. I'm fucking stuck, bills, parents on my ass,
probation officer on my shit. WTF!?!?!?!
What gives, is there no life left in me????