diPthEriA*roSe

the inception of shiver.......my shiver
2001-12-04 04:33:22 (UTC)

the beginning is the end is the beginning is the end is the beginning??

so starts the documentation of my life displayed for all the
eyes to see.....well maybe not...no one knows this is here....
hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....i suppose only time shall tell.
who knows what will come of this....this glimpse behind my eyes..
seeing the ways...
the things.....
that i see....how dreadfully disinteresting
Xx..or so i think anyway........
but how much does that really matter anymore..xX
..................................wHaT i ThInK............

~~that question pulls at my mind {along with hundreds of
others}......but this one manages to float on top lately~~


..i know the answerXx....i just dont
like it....xX

but once again....how much does what i
think really matter.................
i am but one......
i am a triviality.
i cant change the way things are..........................
i suppose i've no choice but to follow.
and i will do so on my own.............
i need no one to lean on......
i want not be heard,
seen,
touched
or tasted..
i am but one.......and i shall follow on my own......and
drown in the peace of my empty
{ the way i wish things were }


PS {to the one i thought would always be there}
you dont care anymore....
walls have been put up between us...
i miss you....
i've just forgotten how to tell u.*




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