LainyBoggs

To Nicolio
2001-12-03 17:52:22 (UTC)

GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

Well, it's official, Wes and I are compleatly over. I was
talking to him after I wrote that last little note and he
got mad at me because I was asking him why he wanted to
break up (even though I have no real intention of getting
back with him) and he got mad because he couldn't tell me.
I have this deep feeling that he was cheating on me, but
like I said, maybe that's just me trying to take the guilt
off of myself. Oh well. Anyways, I told him that if he
didn't give me a reason that I was going to hang up and
give him a chance to think about it. But he got mad and
said he didn't know and hung up on me. That was rather
upsetting. I don't want to not be able to be friends with
him, but I do want to know his reason for not wanting this.
Plus, I think I have every right to suspect that he's not
being honest. When we first hooked up, he had a girlfriend
that he didn't tell me about. GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! I really
hope I didn't do the wrong thing. But if I can't even trust
the guy I'm going out with, there's really not much of a
point, now is there? Help!!!!!!! After he hung up on me (by
the way, I was babysitting and the kids were asleep), I
called Dano. I had been trying to get ahold of him all day
because I wanted to know if we were going to the concert
still, plus, I was sad and I needed cheering up. I told him
what had happened and he said "Well, I know if my boyfriend
had cheated on me before and wouldn't tell me something, I
would break up with him too." He always makes me laugh. We
didn't end up going to the concert because he couldn't get
the tickets (and beleive me, he tried). I was sad, but it
was okay, because I was really tired and he needed to work
on his Senior Project (yes, he is a senior, he took some
tests and they moved him up a grade). But I was online and
he came on and talked to me for a while. He was telling me
about this song, called the Humpty Dumpty Love Song (by
Travis), it was really cute, and I'm wondering if he had
ulterior motives for telling me about it. Hmmm...
confusing. It's second period and I'm already exausted. I
overslept and so did my aunt, so we were both about 20
minutes late. Mr. Cooper gave me some evil looks. I don't
like making him mad. I got the highest grade on Mr. Pocks
stupid test. I only missed one question that I know I did
correctly. It was the last one and before I exited, I think
I make have pressed the back button. :( Oh well, it's still
an A. I figured out where I'm going to have my 18th. We're
going to rent that little Swing club on Philidelphia (I
think it's called Memories) and Shawn's band is going to
play. My cousin Felice is going to see if Bobby and Tito
from PAX will drop by. That would be cool. We have to
figure out what to do about food though, cuz if we bring in
our own stuff, the room will only cost $250 for the night,
but if we want them to cater, it's like $17 per person.
Hmmm... I don't know about that. Well, of course you know
that you and Jeremy are invited. Hee hee. Geez Nicolio, I'm
getting to be as bad as you! This entry is hecks long!
Well, give me some feedback, okay? Talk to you later
chicka.
~LainyBoggs




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