2001-03-31 20:27:47 (UTC)

crystal clear. the water..

crystal clear. the water embodies me. i feel my eyes roll
around and my mind moving. rapid speed. i space out to the
words of nonsense. i write this here and know that all i am
saying is only understood by me for it is all my nonsense.
as i write about nothingness. o how i don't understand how
to let people know what i am feeling. this world can not
take criticism for when criticized we decide we would like
to quit. or when unnoticed we feel we do not need anything
but our thoughts. how i do not need what i have but need
more then i could understand. no actual objects, just
ideas. realizations. i do not need a thing but i do hope
for a lot.