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dec. 1...depressed

im very depressed tonight.....it might juss because i m
gettin my period or juss because....tonight all of my
friends went to the mall and i really really wanted to go
and they went and had soo much fun...they went driven
around wit a friend of ours kevin...and my one friend
kendall is in love wit this kid but he likes me....witch is
like wierd situation since she doesnt even kno that kev
likes me......but o well...shit happens....then tonight all
of my friends got drunk....i wanted to so badly but i was
grounded...ugh....grounded for sayin faggot to my lil
bro...wtf.....i could get drunk right now alone if i wanted
too i have a 40 in my room but its juss not the same gettin
drunk wit all ur friends...ya kno.....welll yea im
depressed not juss cuz that stuff but my life sux a lot....