Sweet Child

31 days to live

What if you knew you only had 31 days to live? You would
die in thirty days. What would you do? You knew it was for
sure.

I have to wait for my birthday, I will not die 14. I have
to wait for Christmas, I have the perfect gifts for certain
people. I have to wait for New Years, I throw a party every
year. My friends look forward to it. I don't want to start
2002 to far along. I have to wait to see what happens with
Aaron & I. I think I made a really big mistake. I said
things I shouldn't have. I felt them, but they are probably
better off not said. I have to wait to make things right
with everyone. I have to make sure people think the right
things about me. I have to wait because I will not die a
virgin. I have to wait because I have to be sure. I know I
will be. I have to wait, I have to make sure things are
complete. I have to finish my plans. I only have 31 days.