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jolene
2001-11-30 19:12:09 (UTC)

what have i done

Well today started off okay.. so far anyways.. yesterday
was better.. (grrr) hehe.. anywhos... i just read something
that my boyfriend wrote a while ago when i got mad at him
and i said that i didnt know why.. i really feel like i
make him feel like shit .. its not that i dont want to hear
him .. cause i do.. i dont know what is wrong with me.. i
love to listen to him.. its just that sometimes i feel like
i cant get my say in or he doesnt want to hear me..
comunication problem?? im not mad about what he wrote..
just kinda hurt.. hurt by the fact that he thinks that i
feel that way.. hopefully some day things will be back to
normal.. or at least what we used to be.. i miss the old
days where everything was good.. we'd go out to the mall..
get our sesame chicken.. mmm i miss that.. doing small
things then coming home relaxing on the couch watching a
movie.. now hes always on the run.. or on the computer..
and im on the couch alone watching my soaps.. i know that
he feels like hes doing something wrong but maybe its just
the cause of me that makes him feel that way.. can i fuck
up anything else.. im doing a pretty good job so far!!




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