between love and hate

we are not alone

well today was a great day.the sun came out
we have had so much rain in the past few weeks
i thought wed wash away,right off the state map.
Well anyway jerry called fewer times today
must be unloading the truck.......he sent money
home today through com check boy was i happy
to see that ,we needed it......hope he keeps
it up.I cleaned his rose bushes up,they needed it
they are growng fast,must be all the rain...
He will be suprised when he gets home to see all
the buds on them.I remember last year they were
so pretty,big hot pink blumes..lots of them on
every bush and smelled out of this world.......
Its amazing that the things i never really cared
about are the things i concentrate on the most now
like simple things where as befor id walk right
past those bushes without a thought or even a care
But iv grown up alot in the years.....cant
beleive iam 34 saying that,but i can tell, as the
years pass so do lots of the fears i had befor
lots change as you get older ,hell your life can
change at the blink of an eye........you know my
granpa allways told me ;you can never choose
who you love,it chooses you...................
and i never gave it much thought
untill the past few days.I allways thought yes
you can i did.but today i agree with him...
you cant, if you are reading this you give
that some thought...........life is full of
of things that we all take for granted,like
having kidds.or a husband,or a car,etc......
we are raiesed to think that thats what happens.
you get married you have kids,you get a house or
what ever not even in that order.doesnt matter,
we even think about things to do tomorrow.
taking for granted again that we have a tomorrow.
we do day to day things never really appreciate
them. you know what i thank GOD he woke me up!
And i thank GOD ever day i wake in the morning and
I have a day to undo all the not so nice or even
stupid un thought of stuff that i do.... i have
chance to rectafie them...... any way i may not
allways be right.....but i can keep tying to do
the best i can,and learn to appreciate life and
and love everyone a little more...........SMILE
AND KNOW THAT WE ARE NOT ALONE WE ALL HAVE
JESUS CHRIST.........

P.S WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES ,AT TIMES LOTS BUT
WE CAN LEARN FROM THEM