AdorableAlwayz

My journal of finding myself
2001-11-30 02:35:06 (UTC)

Friend? Sucide?? ..Nov. 29-01

Omg, One of my good friends just tried to take pills to
kill themselfs. She never even showed signs to it. That
makes me wonder. That shows me how bad I hurt people when I
take pills. I know the amount to take though, to OD, so I
never do it. I don't want to end my life. Its like the
pills I take soothe me, calm me down, but then make me sick
and crazy. Thats why I stopped that. What a stupid thing I
did. I did it to get attention. Stupid way to get
attention!!! I guess I just noticed how bad I hurt people,
because someone just scared me half to death. I'll never do
that again. I guess I learned another hard lesson about
myself. I have to have attention, but I do it all the wrong
ways. I'll never mess with my own life, God will handle my
life and my problems.




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