pensive problematic

a prob. i have rememberd

i have a very compilcated mind
i'm constantly thinking of what i did wrong
not priding myself in the things i do right
i've been told nothing but good
i just cant see how someone could
grow to intimately like something like me
compulsive, & open minded
pencive, & expression without knowing
going into everyone
visiting the minds of others,
but never open for observations
yeap thats me.