Cynical Optimist

Honest tears

Wow! So much has been going on lately and it's really
catching up with me! I've been ill for over a week now and
it's just not going away. I should probably take a day to
just sleep in and clean up and such....maybe I'll ahve a
mellow weekend.
I've been doing a lot of thinking, and I'm coming to
some conclusions and realizing things that I suppose I
should have known a few months ago. Better late than never,
but it's ironic. I do think that there is definitely such a
thing as being too honest. Perhaps not universally, but
that's how I personally feel. There are things that I don't
always like to admit even to myself. I've been having one
of those days where I keep crying....not continuously, but
all day I kept getting the feeling that I was going to cry
about relatively small things, and then it started to come
out tonight at the Jane Street Theatre and every once in a
while it's been coming back. I wish I knew where this was
really coming from.