2001-11-29 05:15:16 (UTC)
sometimes i wonder why i do..
sometimes i wonder why i do things.
and i dont have reasons.
sometimes i think i should be weak.
sometimes i think that my life would be so much easier.
if i gave up.
but i dont know how to do that.
i dont know how to be anything other than strong.
and the one time that i believed someone.
when she said that i didnt have to be strong around her
that was the worst result
that i have ever had to face in any relationship with anyone
and i will never make that mistake again