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Meredith
2001-11-28 17:46:55 (UTC)

Finally!

After three draining months of D, I finally told her pretty
much what I thought of our little "relationship" and that I
no longer wanted to talk to her (until i got over her). So
far so good...24 hours and counting! Well, except for that
lovely interlude over AOL messenger that left me wanting to
remove my eyeballs with a spoon and strangle her for being
insensitive. What i fail to see is how she completly
adores me, thinks i'm hot (go figure) and then is "seeing"
someone else - who in my opinion is not her type.
Unbelieveable. I give up.

Anyway. 20 minutes until Feminist thought...loads of fun.

Adam is apparently setting me up with another
chicka...we'll see how that panns out. She plays lacrosse
and is supposed to be cool. But then they always start out
cool and end up bitter enemies. we'll just wait and see.

school is down to the end. three weeks and i'm done for
over a month. thank god. i need a break. i'm going to quit
smoking and hit the gym...well, it sounds good on paper,
but i'm sure january l3th will hit and i'll still be
smoking like a train and wishing the gym sold lighters. at
least i'm not setting myself up for failure - i'm a realist
dammit!

My cat is slowly dying. after 16 years i'm not suprised.
how is it that a person can get more attached to an animal
than to another person. there is noone in this world that
would bring out the emotion that my cat does! i think it's
unhealthy...but then again, everyone is crazy anyway. so
why not just join in and celebrate my nuttiness!!!

My best friend Melissa has asked me to be in her wedding
next summer. So much for dodging the involvement thing. I
was planning on coming up the day before, wearing black,
getting shitfaced at the reception and driving the 12 hours
back to PA the day after with a hell of a hangover...so
much for that. now i have to come up 4 days early, to go to
the bachelorette party (fun fun...) and then be
an "attendant" (whatever that is) and stay happy and
chipper. i do believe i'm the token lesbian invited to meet
some weird quota. but i'm not going to complain too much, i
need to get the hell out of here for a while. before i kill
my 5 roommates and our neighbors.

ahh...class becons. then work. fun fun fun.




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