Mekarual

Mekarual
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2001-11-28 16:27:10 (UTC)

Another boring day..... or will it be?

So I'm here at work again. Whoop dee doo. Things have
been going badly as far as the romantic side of my life.
Oh wait, things have never gone well. I find it really sad
that I'm 20 years old now and still have not had a really
good relationship. Could it be because of my parents? Or
is that just a really poor excuse...... I talked to Ryan
last night for a while. I said I was sorry we didn't get
to talk very much or hang out over banquet weekend. I
really did feel bad. He stayed at my house and I barely
talked to him. I'm not sure what to think about that whole
thing. I'm not even sure if I should feel anything at all,
or if I'm just being a stupid girl again. Which is
entirely possible. All I know is that I am completely and
totally ready for a good relationship right now. Very sad,
yes. But sometimes necessary. I'm excited about going to
see the premed advisor next week. I know it's going to be
a lot of work, but it's not like I've never done a days
hard work in my life. Jesus, I've marched drum corps. At
any rate, I'm going to start researching med schools really
well now. I figure I didn't choose so well for undergrad
so I might as well go all out for med school and really
find out about these schools. That way I can actually pick
one that's right for me..... any suggestions? Well, time
to get back to work..... I mean, sitting here reading
emails.


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