Savage Garden
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2001-11-28 14:02:49 (UTC)


I think I might change my e-mail settings and my diary.

I wanna write so many things in here and unleash my secrets
but I feel I can't.

I pretty much know only 2 people read this..Chris and


So I guess I can leave it.

Ok as for the last couple of days this huge cloud of
depression has swallowed me whole.

I feel like killing myself.

But I won't do it.

Thats the difference between ME and someone else.

They feel it and do it.

I just feel it, which sucks!

Cos I feel like thats the only way to make it stop and I
WON'T do it though.

Mike asked me what was the matter. I told him it was a

He looked worried.

Now thats kind of a first.

I'm listening to Drowning by the Backstreet Boys.

I feel like killing them all.

That right there should say how depressed I am.

I LOVE the BSB. But right now I wanna die, so this song
isn't cheering me up!

My mom has all the x-mas decorations up and I relized how
petty my life is.

Weird I know.

I mean I'll die...people will remember me ( hopefully ) for
a little while, but after they die then I'll just be another
corpse taking up room in the dead motel.

See what we ALL have to look forward to ?

Ok enough from me. I gotta go and do something.


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