Freak

My Day From Hell!!!!

O.K............ IF ANY OF YOU HAVE EVER BEEN TOLD
SOMETHING FOR SOO LONG YOU ACTUALLY START TO BELIEVE IT
KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. I HAVE BEEN TOLD MY WHOLE
LIFE THAT I AM NOTHING BUT A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!!! I
HATE MY DAD. THAT IS BESIDES THE POINT...ANYWAYS THE
PERSON I LIKE TO TALK TO THE MOST HAS COMPLETLEY IGNORED
ME TODAY AND I JUST WANT TO END MY LIFE SO THIS WOULD ALL
GET OVER WITH. WHAT IS THE POINT OF LIVING????????? ALL
YOU DO IS WORK SOO HARD FOR THINGS YOU WANT AND WHEN YOU
DIE YOU DON'T GET ANY OF IT. SO THERE YOU ARE IN YOUR
GRAVE WITH NOTHING. OHH WELL I HOPE I DON'T HAVE KIDS
BECAUSE OF THAT. I HAVE BEEN OUT OF A JOB FOR SOO LONG
THAT I AM FALLING BEHIND ON MY CAR INSURANCE AND I WANT TO
MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE BY THE TIME I AM 18 BUT I WON'T HAVE
ANY MONEY SOO I WILL PROBABLY BE LIVING IN A CARDBOARD BOX
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. THAT'S ALL I REALLY DESERVE. MY
BOYFRIEND DOSEN'T EVEN NOTICE ME ANYMORE. YOU ALL ARE
WONDERING WHY IS HE STILL GOING OUT WITH ME WELL IT'S JUST
FOR SHOW. EVERYONE THINKS WE ARE SOO PERFECT BUT IT'S
NOTHING LIKE THAT. CUTTING MYSELF IS THE ONLY WAY OUT..
IT MAKES ME FEEL ALOT BETTER IF I ACTUALLY SEE MYSELF
BLEED. JUST TO KNOW I AM HUMAN. MAYBE OTHERS WILL NOTICE
AND ACTUALLY TREAT ME LIKE ONE INSTEAD OF WALKING ALL OVER
ME LIKE THEY DO NOW. OHHH WELL GOT TO GO TO
BED.............