Andrea

Forgotten Misery
2001-11-27 23:50:18 (UTC)

Confused and lonely

Well what can I say the title pretty much sums up how I am
feeling rite now. I just woke up because I didnt feel very
good at all today I just wanted to go home all day. My
nose is all stuffy from maggies cats and my throat hurts.
G was supposed to call me back but never did seems like
this is happening more and more latley and im not sure y.
It just seems to me im not the most impotant thing to him
right now and i guess im gona have to deal with that right
he seems to be having some problems but really hasnt spoken
a word to me about anything....and lets see i havents spent
anytime whatsoever with him latley and really miss him yet
i feel like im the only one who missing at all cause i dont
feel like he wants to spend anytime with me i swear i feel
like we are just drifting or something and i love him so
much hes the only person that ive given my whole heart to
for the longest time im not afraid to love him and im
getting the pain that goes along with this im just really
confused right now and i feel so hurt i dunno i have to go
study History cause i have a test tomoorrow im gone

Andrea