kellykate

Blurry

Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake. Everything
is really messed up right now. I don't even have a clue
what is going on in my life right now. i know that I think
I really like Zack, but u can only go so long liking
someone when you havent talked to them. And with friends, I
don't even know. It's just so confusing right now. Everyone
has problems, and they all come to me with them. I mean
don't get me wrong, I love to hear about them and help
everyone get through it, but I feel as if I have to keep
all my feelings inside and I dont want to. Can you take it
all away? When you shoved it in my face, explain again to
me....I dunno I guess everyone is just changing, and while
me myself trying to stay the same, I lost a lot of them. I
just hope eventually everything evens out and hopefully I
will end up with all my friends still my friends and some
more friends and Zack.