I'm a girl, not a band!!!
2001-11-26 04:16:36 (UTC)


I'm doing it again...acting with my emotions, not with my
thoughts. How do I get myself into these things? I just
don't understand. I'm moody today, though maybe melancholy is a
better word, but anyways...I need to keep on track
with school and work...I'm getting distracted with things
that aren't worth it. Come on!! Wake up!! *slapping myself*
GET WITH THE PROGRAM!! Yes yes, it's night time. I usually
am down on myself at night time. I know that things will
look better in the morning, but it's not morning now, is
it. That's right. My heart is screaming "I'M LONELY
DAMNIT!!", but I need to ignore it and listen to my head
that is saying "We have better and more important things to
concentrate on now, get to it." I just wish.....I don't
know....I'm missing something and I just don't know what it