I FEEL LIKE HAVIN BIG LETTERS
HI!!!!! I AM FEELING SO MUCH BETTER TODAY. I RIPPED UP
ALL MATTS PICTURES AND CROSSED OUT ALL HIS "I LOVE YOU
SHIT" AND IM SENDING IT ALL BACK TO HIM. MAYBE ITS A
LITTLE IMMATURE, BUT I DONT WANT THEM. I DONT WANT
ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM!!!!!! AFTERALL I AM WITH ANDREW
AND I AM HAPPY. THATS IMPORTANT TO ME.
But enough of that...not much has been going on today. Im just kinda
taking a day off from everything. I just need a break. I got some
of the stuff done that I wanted to get done and I said fuck the rest
til tomorrow. Nobody will be home tomorrow but me, so I can do it
all then. I hate being alone.
I a just feeling in this I love you so much Andrew mood. I do love
him, but I havent talked to him yet today. I will in a little
while. And I miss him.
But I gotta go now.
I love you ANdrew lots.....