listen to my silences
2001-11-26 02:52:05 (UTC)

round and round and round and round...

i'm spinning. it sux. i had to leave guard practice early
cause i had a real bad dizzy spell and threw up. and it's
not getting any better. i hate this. i wish it would just
quit. i'm tired of spinning of getting sick of not
sleeping of getting stressed so easy of not being able to
hear of slurring words together of some people acting all
weird around me now like i'm different of pity and of
knowing it won't and can't get any better. and now of

final thought: hold me now, i'm six feet from the edge and
i'm thinking, that maybe six feet ain't so far down