reznor

dismal life
2001-11-26 02:51:55 (UTC)

i am too bored

i'm not sure of what i should do.
when every thought i'm thinking of is you.
all of my excuses turn to lies.
maybe God will cover up his eyes

GOD I LOVE NIN!!!!!!

shut up...go away!

MiKeY didn't call today =( I feel unloved. I spoke to Alex
on the computer and he seemed very interested in my
problems...MAKES ME WONDER? ALSO Kurtz said something
interesting today...When I was blabbling about MiKeY, he
goes "WHY DON'T YOU GO OUT WITH ALEX?" Then I go "BUT HE
HATES ME AD I KNOW IT!" and then he puts on this face like
HE knows something I don't! Maybe he just thinks I'm hot
like everyone else...He doesn't even know me! BLAH! GOD I
HATE PEOPLE WHO JUST THINK I'M HOT AND THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW
ME! grrrrrr whateva! I need to relax...

I miss my sister...

this world rejects me
this world threw me away
this world never gave me a chance
this world's gonna have to pay

i don't believe in your institutions
i did what you wanted me to
like cancer in the system
i've got a little suprise for you

something inside of me has opened up its eyes
why did you put it there did you not realize
this thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound
sometimes i think i could

BURN

i look down there where you're standing
flock of sheep out on display
saw your lives burned up around you
i can take it all away

something inside of me has opened up its eyes
why did you put it there did you not realize
this thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound
sometimes i think i could

I'M GONNA BURN THIS WHOLE WORLD DOWN

I NEVER WAS A PART OF YOU BURN

i am the agent i never was a part of you burn
i am corruption i never was a part of you burn
i am the angel i never was a part of you burn
of your destruction i never was a part of you burn

i am subversion i never was a part of you burn
secret desire i never was a part of you burn
i am your future i never was a part of you burn
swallow down all that fire
-NIN- BURN

=Grace=