kellykate

Life of a rockstar....NOT!
2001-11-26 02:47:18 (UTC)

Why are guys so confusing!

Guys are just one big puzzle for me, I mean how do you know
what it is that you need to do to make them realize what it
is that they are missing out on? Well, all I know is this
one thing~all the guys at my school go for the hos. And all
of the rest of us are basically screwed(not literally) as
far as guys go. It seems to me that they don't care if you
are pretty or nice or whatever, most of them just want to
know if they can get some from you. I am..well...was..
really interested in this guy I know named Zack. I thought
I liked him a lot even though I didn't really know him that
well. Still, when I think about him, I still kind of think
that I like him, but I haven't talked to him in about to
weeks. I think that what always happens to me is I meet a
guy, I make a first impression about him, and I always seem
to make them out to be someone they are not, and then I
really like who I thought they were. It's really confusing,
but I know that most of the time, when I think I like
someone, I'm wrong. I like the person who I think they are,
but they themselves aren't like that person I thought at
all. All I know right now is that I want a good, Christian
guy, who has the same morals as me, and who i can have a
really good time with a trust. And I don't know if Zack is
any of those things. For one, I don't know if still does,
but he used to drink and do some drugs, and I mean there
isn't anything totally wrong with that, but I'd rather go
with someone that respects their body, cuz I mean I like to
look to the future, and if he drinks and does that other
stuff, it could be passed on to our children one day and
hurt them. I don't know I just really want a boyfriend.
Someone to be there for me, and to hold me tight in their
arms, and to love me. Is that too much to ask?




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