My song to Adam
I don't really know what to say. You know I am so amazingly
conflicted when it comes to dealing with all thinks Adam.
And I'm not sure why. I think it's just because you are an
enigma to me.
I have known you for so long, and I feel like there are
certain parts of yourself that you share with me to the
fullest, and others that I know nothing about at all, and
I'm not sure you will ever share with me.
I wonder if you hold things back from me, because of the way
I felt about you in the past. That would be the last thing
I would want. You know I feel close to you. Love you in a
very special way, and not necessarily something I can
explain to other people.
Maybe its like a brother. Maybe not. Who knows. Who
cares. Bottom line. I want and need you in my life for a
long time, and I would run interference on anything that
would threaten our friendship's existence.
There's my beginning. There's more to come. I want you to