Angry_Again241

My Secret Place
2001-11-26 00:36:36 (UTC)

Here

Here i sit whipping myself up into an un-necessary frenied
state. Today, like every other day, I see many couples
holding each other and being happy. Now while Im glad those
2 ppl are happy, I think they have no reason to act in that
manner. Especially in public. ESPECIALLY around me. Granted
they dont realize Im a bitter resentful person because I
have no one to do that with, but still they have no place
doing that. It happened at the most recent concert I went
to, and I became very engraged. Luckily i was able to mosh
soon thereafter. But how am I getting into a frenzy you
ask? Im listening to a very angry but mellow song that
reminds me of myself at this point. I cnat help but jsut
want to listen to it over and over again.

"Im kicking, out firecly at the world around me."

"Im sick, of always hearing, sappy love songs, on the
radio."

The song gives me chills on how close it is to my life. Im
also right now avoiding work that im supposed to be doing.
Dont get me wrong, im not lazy at this point, im just
pondering on how shitty its gonna be when its finally done.
And how much of a dissapointment its gonna be when all of
the ppl see it. I jsut wish I could escape all this crap I
call my life with the one I love. She knows who she is, but
alas here I sit, alone, angry, and depressed......

Ken




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