worthless lil painslut

my submissive life
2001-11-22 04:27:09 (UTC)

will the slut never learn

Again i have slacked off my diary entries and again i must
be punished.
For several hours i have been tied to this chair surfing
the web for inspiration. Tied with my hands resting on the
keyboard, i have been unable to do anything about the
throbbing in my clit (a natural result of hours staring at
other punished slaves). Now i must design my own
punishment (as if this hasn't been enough) and pray it is
sufficent.
To begin with, i thought it may be very humiliating for a
straight woman like me to be forced to take orders from
another woman. As punishment for my laziness and
disobedience i should be forced to find an online Mistress
and accept her ever command. My believe is that a woman
may know better how to hurt and humiliate another woman
better than any man. (My apollogies to all Masters.) i
should be made to follow her orders for a long period of
time and keep a journal detailing my humilations and
sufferings at her word.
Next, as something new i should be punished in the way of
masturbation. Only having experienced denial or
satisfaction before, it may be interesting to explore new
humiliating or painful ways to masturbate. For example...
count the number of days since my last entry. I will have
exactly that number of minutes to acheive orgasm. Arriving
early or late will meritt severe punishment. Or, i shall
be forced to masturbate after receiving a long golden
shower. Forced to masturbate while watching videos of my
past punishments and humiliations. Having nipple clamps
tightened every minute while i pleasure myself. Having to
masturbate with a rough bottle-scrubber in my pussy or ice-
cubes in my ass. Having to masturbate with my left hand
while fingering my asshole with my right. Being made to
compete with another sub as to who can reach orgasm first,
the loser being spanked by the winner until she finally
cums.
Perhaps i am being to lenient on myself. Instead of being
allowed to masturbate at all, i should punish my pussy
severely. While being made to watch a long dull movie,
tied to a chair, i must take a long plastic spoon and
lightly spank my pussy for the duration. No need to do it
hard as two or three hours of a light pussy whipping is
actually quite painful.
Obviously i have not been humiliated enough and that must
change. i should take a pair of panties and spend an
entire week dirtying them. i shall stuff them in my pussy
when sleeping. Wipe myself dry with them after peeing.
Suck on them as ordered. Masturbate over them repeatedly.
When this is done, i should have to wear them around my
face as a mask or around my neck as collar while out in
publice so people can see my filth and, no doubt, smell
it. Of course, i will have to wear them for at least twice
as long as i spent creating them and so they serve as a
constant reminder of my slutiness.
While spending a day out on the town, i shall have to wear
a skirt with no panties. Every half hour or so i should
find a place to hide and masturbate for two minutes without
cumming. Without being allowed to dry my pussy or wash my
hand, i must continue the activities of the day. Or after
receiving a golden shower, i should have to go out for the
day while still sticky and smelling.
While i really don't like public humiliation at all, it
still may not be enough to teach me a lesson. As such i
must return to basics. A good old fashion spanking is
always effective. Perhaps while my Master is watching a
movie, i am blindfolded over his lap receiving a bare-
bottom hand spanking for the duration. Perhaps instead of
just having my tits tortured, my left tit is tortured
mercilessly one day and i must spend the night knowing it
will all be repeated on my right tit tomorrow. Or my
Master invites some mutual friends over for a paddle
party. Blindfolded and bent over a chair i feel my ass
being paddled. i must guess who is administering the
strokes. When i guess correctly, that person's turn is
over and someone else begins. When i guess incorrectly,
the person who's name i spoke gets five strokes to my ass
and then the mystery punisher continues until i get it
right.
Finally, to remind me well of my diary and its importance i
propose this. Every night (or day) i must kneel before the
computer with very heavy weights attached to my nipples. i
must read aloud every entry i have made up to date before i
can remove the weights and go to bed. Perhaps that is what
i shall do now. Good night.




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