tHe SoLo LiFe

SwEeT sOlO's LiFe
2001-11-20 21:09:16 (UTC)

november 20, 2001 happiest & saddest day

2 day this guy that i'm in luv wit came 2 see me... i
didn't no he was comin but it jas happened... i was so
happy & i was so fucking filled wit emotional sadness cus i
had this reli good feelin that it was gonna be the last
time i ever saw him... i donno what 2 do... i didn't no
what 2 say... i guess i was 2 happy 2b tru... ever since i
started daten my boifren, me & that guy i luv has been
outta touch... well we've been outta touch 4 many
reasons... many mistakes that's happened... i don't even no
why i'm goin wit my boifren... he's such a bitch 2 me... i
don't even kare or like that nigga... shit fuck his ass...
i still luv that guy... i wanted 2 cry when i say him... it
was so hard 4 me... i told him a long time ago that i never
wanted 2 see him ever again cus i no that if i did i would
fall in luv all over again... & even tho i haven't see him
4 the longest (until 2 day) i still thought bout him 24/7 &
i still loved him more as each day passes by... there can
be no 1 day when i don't think of him... it's so hard on me
& i wish he could see that but he can't... when i saw him
again i jas wanted 2b wit him... i wanted him 2 hold me
like he used 2 do b4 i got a boifren... i wanted 2 cry cus
i no it was gonna be the last time i saw him... i donno
what the fuck is wrong wit me... my boifren treats me
bad... wells he don't abuse or nothang (shit that's
skandaluz) but he jas talks bout me behind my bacc... sayen
all this bull shit like he only goin wit me cus he want sum
pussay... but fuck that... i confronted my boifren bout
that shit & he said it wasn't tru... but i donno who 2
believe... i'm so confused... but um i'll rite laters...
gotta run...




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