lil me

story of me
2001-11-20 20:37:49 (UTC)

me new

hey
ok i'm new to this, well i've tried to do many diaries
before but i really sucked at it
but maybe this time...........

anyways i thought i'd just start with today it seems the
best place.

boring day very boring day the lecturer talked constantly
repeating what she said over and over again but i passed my
last project so i kind of ignored what she said and day
dreamed lol
a friend of mine is having serious problems at home and
although i'm there for them i just don't know what their
going through and i feel like its all being piled on me. i
love them to bits but i'm pretty much depressed all the
time with out their problems to add to it
actually i've been getting really bad lately in the
depression area i keep on thinking back to a couple of
times i tried to kill myself
its hard to get by that stuff but i thought i had it under
control just like my smoking
i've been off them for years but because of the stress of
the new course and work i'm now even dreaming about it
i just want to sleep forever




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