Wildthing1983

Me and More
2001-11-20 04:29:13 (UTC)

Life right now sucks

Hello-

Well, To get things going I am really in the dumps. I have
been soooo depressed the past few days, it's not even
funny. I am trying to put on a happy face for my friends,
them first then me. That's the way it will always be.

So what's got me so upset is.. One I have no socail life or
love life. I want love so bad. I am tired of crappy
boyfriends(not you brett) and loveless relationships(again
not you brett.) I am so tired of being alone. I am so
desperate that I have put a personal add on AOL. I have
meet this one really cool dude, but I don't think it will
lead anywhere. And the suckie ting is I talked to my
parents about him and just because he comes from Liberia,
they are weary. I mean how racist can things get. Not every
one is bad in this world.

So anywho, I have no life outside this house. I have no
money to go or do anything but errands for mom then come
home. I am so sick and tires of being stuck in the fucking
house. I am going crazy. The only thing I look foward to is
talking to Michelle and Brett. They are the coolest people.
So I think I am going to stop here, it's just making me
more depressed. Happy Thanksgiving.
-Heather




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