squeebs

Squeeb's world
2001-11-20 02:54:45 (UTC)

My life is a song

It's weird but I swear for every mood I have, there's a song
for it. So true. I can be in one mood and one song will
perfectly describe it. Then the next day, there's another
song. Well this one perfectly describes my feelings for S.
It's a beautiful song. It was written by Chris Kirkpatrick
of N'SYNC and it's performed by N'SYNC. It's entitled:

"Falling":
I don't know how
I don't know why
but girl it seems
you've touched my life
you're in my dreams
you're in my heart
I'm not myself
when we're apart

Something strange has come over me
a raging wind across my seas
and girl you know that your eyes are to blame
what am I supposed to do
if I can't get over you
and come to find that you don't feel the same

Cause I'm falling falling
girl I'm falling for you
and I pray you're falling too

I've been falling falling
ever since the moment
I laid eyes on you

Falling falling falling
when I laid eyes on you
falling falling falling

I lose my step
I lose my ground
I lose myself
when you're around
I'm holding on for my life
to keep from drowning
in your eyes

Girl what have you done to me
to make me for fall so desperately
to think that I don't even know your name
and how am I supposed to live
if I can't get over this
you decide that you don't feel the same (yeah...)

Cause I'm falling falling
girl I'm falling for you
and I pray you're falling too

I've been falling falling
falling..., will you stay or will you go
heaven..., heaven knows what my future holds
questions..., questions linger on my mind
daybreak, from daybreak to dark of night
I'm falling...,
I don't know what's come over me
can't you see...

I'm falling falling
girl I'm falling for you
and I pray you're falling too

Falling falling
ever since the moment
I laid eyes on you.

Yeah so on the bus today I was having more fantasies of my
S. Like what our next conversation would be about and me
telling him that we were going to be at the next game and
him saying that he would be there and he'd look for me. And
I'd tell him where we'd be and he'd come up behind me and
wrap his arms around me... I know, I know but my mind tends
to wander. Like last night lying in bed when I was
remembering sitting on the floor at his Grandpa's house and
he was on the chair playing Nintendo and I was just leaning
back with my head on his knee. Talk about contentment. I
miss just being with him like that. Hopefully soon I can see
him again. Anyhoo...

Current mood: exhausted but content
Current music: "Falling"- N'SYNC