justin

blah

everyday just seems longer then the next. i try to keep
myself busy with school work and sports and stuff, but my
head is spinning so much i can't concentrate on anything.
everything that i see or hear just makes me feel worse for
some reason. im so confused. i dont know what i want
anymore, everyone is telling me different things and i dont
know who's right. i dont know anything anymore. im so lost.
i have so much to say but i dont know how to say it. i just
dont know.