HelloKitty

blunts bitches and forties

...was the theme of last nights party at Lindsays.
Lindsay, Heather, Christy, Erica, and I all pitched in and
got a quarter, smoe blunts, and some forties. A fun time
was had by all...got pretty fucked up last night tho, so of
course i had fun.

Tonight Lindsay is throwing a huge party 2 kegs and all, so
that will be fun, its "everyone get some ass" party
bascially we invited way more guys than girls so of course
we can ummm get some ass. But I talked to jaqi today and
she is like blah blah blah and i think Ian is coming, which
means, Jenn gets no ass, cause i cant disrepect the boy by
hooking up with another guy at this party when only a few
parties ago i basically slept with Ian. Not cause i like
him, but out of respect, unless i get Ian tonight, but yeah
that will happen.

Notice no concern bout the ex. No need to be. Im to the
point where im just like "whatever" with him. But he
should make up his mind fast cause i probably wont be
single too much longer, it happens....like ill just date a
lot of boys, then mess around with a lot of boys, then whoa
there we go, relationship. So its getting to be that
time. Plus he screwed me over umpteen thousand different
ways everytime it was me who wanted to get back together so
its all on him. If he wants me bad enough, as bad as he
says, he can easily get me back. Like all i want him to do
is to prove it to me, prove how much he really loves me and
that kinda shit, like take me out or something....he doesnt
even have to pay....i just want some validation that i am
good enough to have around during the day and that he would
actually like to see me. thats all i want. that would be
the easiest way to get me back into his good graces. He is
bein nice so far, but you will have that.