Im sleeping at night, but I dont think that I am actually
resting, because when I wake up in the morning I am still
so tired. Im not usually a dreamer, but these dreams that
I have been having, dont really let me rest. They are so
disturbing. I want to get my dream book and find out what
my dreams mean, if they mean anything at all. It will
probably tell me that I am paraniod. Theres nothing that I
dont know there. Yeah I am a paranoid person. I worry
about Andrew, hes been having these hella bad headaches and
wont go to the doctor. I really wanna know whats causing
them. And I worry about him anyway cuz I do love Andrew
very much. I AM SO PARANOID THAT MY NEICES ARENT OK. My
sister isnt the best mother, but shes not a bad mother
either. I just worry about them. I worry about the way
they are taken care of, and I worry about the people they
are living with (my sisters in-laws).
Anyway now Im pissed off. I dont think I have ever been
this pissed off at my younger sister before. But I will
either tell you what happened later, or not, but I am going
to go now.
I love you so much Andrew.