sunnigrrl72

Courtney's Pages
2001-11-15 16:22:46 (UTC)

Ugh!

I should be in my foundations of Education class right
now. Today is hell day where I am supposed to have 5
classes in a row. I'm failing Foundations, so I am
planning on dropping it. I should be checking the web page
for my English composition class. I haven't done much work
in that class lately. I just don't feel motivated for that
class. You write 4 essays and then you have to do
responses to readings and then responses to other students
responses. We are working on our last paper now, the
Research paper. I hate writing them. I hope that she will
be nice and give us more than two weeks to do this one.
All of the other essays that we have had to write we have
been given 2 weeks to create a rough draft and then the
finall copy. YOu just cant do a research paper in that
amount of time. sigh, is it the weekend yet??? I have a
test tomorrow and one monday. I actually like those
classes but the one chapter of chem I kinda missed class
when we did it so I will have no clue what I am doing in
there. I really need to do better on these tests or I will
be screwed! I cant bring home terrible grades over
Christmas break. There is always the option of taking the
classes again, but that is expensive and cash isn't easily
accessible right now. I have to pay my parents for half of
my education. Grr I need to call about that job at the
Budget Motel restaruant. Then I would be earning my own
spending money and what I earned would take from my debt to
my parents too. Mom said that if I get a job, I can use
the money that they would give me for spending to subtract
from the total I owe them. I paid $700 of it before I
left. That came from all of my hard work this summer.
Speaking of summer if I dont get a job I wont have any
money for the summer necessities, like staff night out and
occasional trips to Friendly's and secret friend presents
and that kind of stuff. I have to get this job!!! I better
get my ass moving on it tho. Yeah then there is the fact
that when my parents get my schedule for next semester they
are going to see that I changed my major. I dont want to
tell them because my mom was unsupportive of the change as
usual and told me to stick with ElEd. Haha well little
does she know that I am failing that class. Or maybe she
does know but if she does she hasn't said anything about
it. I cant wait to get the speech about me not doing as
well as tim did and why cant I be more like him. Yeah tim
got good grades in college but he also dropped out after
the first semester. I am not planning on dropping out any
time soon! Aw shit! Look at the time I have spent so much
time babbling on here that I might have to go to my English
comp class. I will have to check the web page first.
Enough babbling for now. Until later I am sure........

SUNNI




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