MelissaBabyForU

=Horny Again=

Right now it is 5:44 PM and I'm sitting here talking to
George about sex with Jon. It's making me horny.

When I have sex with Jonny, it's unbelievable each and
every time. Before I met him, I didn't even know those
kinds of orgasms existed. *sigh* *big smile* Jonny has a
really big dick (I knew you wanted to know). It hurts a
little sometimes, but no pain no gain, right? =)

Jonny's kisses are absolutely amazing. I remember our
first kiss like it was yesterday. We were at this
playground behind this abandones nursery school, just
chillin', watching planes fly overhead. One flew by every
15 minutes and everytime we saw one, I'd say "look, a
shooting star! make a wish!" and he said "I wish you'd
look up so I could kiss you" but of course, I didn't, cuz I
was afraid to kiss him. When we finally did kiss, it was
more than perfect. When we pulled away I was dizzy and
giddy. I remember how I couldn't stop smiling and how I
wanted the night to just go on forever.

Having sex with Jonny is like having sex with a god.
Man... *smiles* Well, I'm sure I'm grossing you all out
right now. But I just wanted to write it down because I
like to write down things that I think about. Then again,
I think about sex with Jonny 24-7. Right now, just the
thought of hugging him again, feeling his warm cheek next
to my face. Wrapping my arms around his neck, touching his
hair with my hands. And his hair is always so spiky and
nice and sexy, and that silver hoop earring? *drools*
God, what a hottie I have for a boyfriend!

I am so damn lucky. Once again, I would like to say how
stupid I was this morning and I don't know what the hell I
was thinking. I'm a crackwhore.

Anyway, I just got off the phone with Jonny. He's not
gonna come up to visit me. This makes me sad, but I make
myself happy again by playing with myself. J/k, I make
myself happy again by thinking about him and his wonderful
smile. And how his eyes sparkle and are so pretty. And
his sexy voice, which is always calm and never hostile.
What a hottie. =)

On a different note:
Whenever I drive now, I have this persistent paranoia that
I'm going to hit something due to the numerous instances
that I have. It's so awful. I can't listen to music cuz
it might hinder me from hearing a car horn in time. I
can't even back out without getting out of the car and
looking all around to make sure no cars are coming. This
summer, I had a compulsion that turned into an obsession.
I was always paranoid that I hit a person. How awful.

I really hope my mom decides to get me the Mercedes Benz ML
500 2002. It would be so nice! And I would take care of
it and keep it clean and drive SUPER careful! It would be
really shiny and clean and have Brabus wheels and all these
super cool aftermarket accessories and what not. I can't
wait! Tomorrow, Sparky is coming home, and I'm pretty sure
I won't be driving him for a while.

My teddy bear Meddy is constipated because Jeddy and Eddy
stuck my hairbrush up his butt. They need to be more
disciplined. Meddy was crying and Tiffany almost hit
Jeddy. I wish they would just get along. And now it's
gonna be gross whenever I brush my hair. *sigh*

I have a craving for a Sprite right now, which is good, cuz
there's one in the refridgerator. I miss Jonny. *sigh* I
bet he looks super hot and super cute today like he does
everyday. I like it when he looks preppy and really classy
in those khakis or his Metro outfit. =) Whenever he wears
his jeans, he wears his hat that covers up his nice hair,
and so I don't like it when he wears his jeans. He has
such nice hair, he should show it off every chance he
gets. I bet guys spend so much money on hair stuff over a
lifetime. Wow. Ah well, girls do the same. I'm still
horny, but I'm going to go get a Sprite.