abberdoo212

abberdoo212's online diary
2001-11-14 22:29:12 (UTC)

11/14/01

K, im just deciding to keep my thoughts down and make them
readable for my friends. I dunno, its kinda a strange idea
i guess, but whatever. I'm really sick of not being
informed about anything. I was talking to jon the other day
and i told him I thought i had finally found somewhere and
people that i belonged to, but i learned semi-quickly that
i was wrong. I dont have anyone im really close to. I
thought i did, and then i realized that just because
someone IM's you and smiles at you in the hall, and give
you their school picture, doesn't mean they actaully like
you. It makes me think of middle school when we all used to
smile at each other, and as soon as we left the room talk
bad about the others. its awful, an it doesn't feel very
good.




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