DAMN ME DAMNME DAMN ME!!
arggghhh.....I'M SUCH A FREAKIN CHICKEN!! SHE SAID IT! I
KANT! ARRGGGGHHHH!! ......well...atleast I sorta came
close....so close!! I'm a damn lozer... *sigh* ...wat ish
wrong wit meh? I was shakin all over when she said she had
ta go... I was all ready den I f*cken blanked!! I blanked!!
stupid stupid!! I was really prepared for it... I was so
prepared I almost practiced sayin it outloud!
grrr... ::hits head on wall:: I dun kno wat ta say to
her... I'm always so damn nervouse! I hope she dun think I
kant say it back to her...I kan...but I'm just so
chicken... y da hell is it so...scarey? I dun kno wats
wrong with meh... da only reason I'm writing in dis journal
thingy again today ish becuz I was blushing after hanging
up da phone and I dun want mah aunt ta think I had a fever
or anything... I bet I'm gonna be smiling lyke an idiot
this whole week...*sigh* I'm logging out...mah face had
gone to a pinkish color now... bai bai... stupid stupid!!