crazy0star

Through my eyes...
2001-11-13 04:30:03 (UTC)

To David:

the bigger picture is not in place yet
setting up for the future is necessary, but not possible if
you don't live the present
if everyday is spent preparing for the next, does anything
ever really get accomplished?
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance
or good fortune. the reason could be big or small, good or
bad, but, none the less, there is a reason
we can't always effect the outcome, but we can create the
reason
if you want to think, then think.
if you don't feel that's a big enough reason, than change
the way you feel about it. you control the perspective on
things, so do it
if the only definition for "big" is that many are effected,
than adjust for the situation. big can be squeezing a
person's arm when they're having a bad day. the effects
could be immediate or long term, but if you brighten
someone else's day for 2 seconds, you're a big reason why
they may still look for a bigger picture
External rewards are just that: external, as cheesy it
sounds, that doesn't matter
i'm the biggest hypocrite when it comes to matters such as
this, but i'll be the first to tell you so (especially in
my current "situation")
but i wanted to make sure you knew that you're not a waste
of my time, you're probably the best use of my time.
i can't decide whether that means anything to you or not,
but i doubt i'd be living without you right now
so if i happen to luck out and do something big in the
fugure, i hope you'll know that you helped create
my "bigger picture"
thank you so much for being my friend




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