dorkydyke

The Basement
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2001-11-12 23:48:15 (UTC)

Too In Luv 2 Kno It....

Hey,
well....today have been a bundle of flowers...
Breakfast didn't go too good since I kant cook worth
anything... lets see wat I had....hmmm....burnt
eggs....burnt toast...burnt sausage...and half burnt
exploding grapes... I tried ta see wat would happen if I
stuffed da suckers into da microwave okay?! -_-'
...Have u eva had this weird warm feeling in u sometymez?
I'm talkin ta a online diary thing...psh... :P
Anywayz I woke up wanting ta run all day way ta Texas and
huggin J. ::shrug:: I went through out da damn day trippin
over thingz becuz I waz in a hurry ta get online and talk
ta her... But when I did get ta talk to her...I turn into
a tree stump and dun kno wat ta say. grrr...
So now I'm basically sitting here not knowing wat ta say
except 'watcha doin' ish dat f*cking lame or wat?! argh! I feel so
nervouse and stuff! psh...now I kant say how stupid da guyz in mah
skool r lyke before dey go on a date. Hell...atleast dey r goin on a
date! I'm sitting here talkin on da net and I'm nervouse... I dun
think I wanna kno how I'll react ta actually seein J. Great I kan
just imagine it.. me: "h-hi J!" ::passes out::
yeah I'm sure I'll knock her off of feet... -_-
Okey I guess even dis diary thing kan get bored of meh huh?
Soo basically now our IM screen is blank for da last few min...*sigh*
I should write a script or something before talkin to her...I'm
listening to Leigh Nash "Need To Be Next To You."Itz a really good
song but it is making meh want J more... *sigh* ::weird dreamy
look:: mmmm...I'm spacin off without mahself knowin... uhh...dun
mynd meh if I started talkin mushy soon....
Damn...J have such a nyce voice...errr...::blush:: umm.....ahem... I
kant help it...I'm addicted to her.... ::dreamy look again:: *cough
cough*...I tihnk I betta sing off dis diary before it
hurls...mmmm...baibai...

~S

-Need To Be Next To You-
/Been running from these feelings for so long.
Tellin' my heart I didnt need it,
Pretending I was better off alone ,
But I know that it's just a lie.
So afraid to take a chance again,
So afraid of what I feel inside,
But...

I need to be next to you
Oh Oh I...Oh Oh I
I need to share every breath with you
Oh Oh I...Oh Oh I

I need to know I can see your smile each morning.
Look into your eyes each night,
For the rest of my life.
Here with you near with you Oh I...

I need to be next to you.
Need to be next to you.

Right here with you is right where I belong,
I lose my mind if I cant see you.
Without you theres nothing in this life ,
That would make life worth living for.
I cant bear the thought of you not there.
I cant fight what I feel anymore,
Cause...

I need to be next to you
Oh Oh I...Oh Oh I
I need to share every breath with you .
Oh Oh I...Oh Oh I.

I need to know I can see your smile each morning ,
Look into your eyes each night .
For the rest of my life .
Here with you near with you Oh I...

I need to be next to you,
I need to have your heart next to mine ,
For all time .../


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