spitfire

Realizations of a 24yr old convict
2001-03-23 13:24:44 (UTC)

much respct to all who read ..

much respct to all who read
please read entry #1

written in a letter to girly on 3-17-01

Anyways life is fuckin sweet listening to beth orton i dont
know if you venture into the realm of softcore tunes but
she is my fav at this point.
Its about 330am got off work awhile ago and did some bicept
and back arm
ate a fat salad,oh and now im eating some girl scout
cookies i bought off the most adorable 10 year old with
this beautiful long blonde hair falling outta a world
indistrys beenie she ran up on me and started jumpping up
and down yelling at me "Buy some cookies buy some cookies"
so at that point what other option was there so I cominced
to grabbing boxes.five boxes and a 20 dollar tip later i
was on my way.I left the tip with the little ones so they
could get some soda and candy and shit
they looked like they were lacking in the sugar
dept.Totally kidding about the sugar every one of them
could have used some riddlin they couldn't even stop moving
long enough to collect the money,i belive it was cookie
chaous at its best.
the little blonde one had that face that inocent face the
most presious thing on all of earth.its not an age its a
mental state, its between findind out theres no santa and
finding out that shit aint gonna be alright.Where she
understands that theres no santa, no tooth fairy she
doesn't belive in fairy tales but she still belives she'll
marry the perfect man and be a famous balerina and have a
huge house with horses in the back or what ever her little
heart dreams of.
Its before her first heartbreak or the loss of a loved one.
its before the first cold realization that life will
aventully deal her bofore that first taste of lifes pain.
that was the face she had.
its that face that face that makes me long to go back there
to live in ignorance of the ways of the world and even
though it hurts me to look apon that face and know how it
shall change over the years and the pian that lifes
realization shall bring and the tears the pain will bring
and even knowing that. knowing all the hardships id have to
endure again all the confusion and misconceptions for one
breif moment of that feeling that its all gonna work out
that inocents i swear id run it all back

spitfire




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