Blinkme182

ShIbbY
2001-11-11 18:18:36 (UTC)

Love sucks

Well well well...what to say, what to say? Im watchin the
Real World right now, Nicole got drunk for her birthday and
now shes blowin chunks all over the place. Its pretty
funny! Today me and my friend are supposed to go over to
some guys house and chill. I doubt that supposed to happen.
Last night i stayed up till like 1 screwing around on the
internet. I met this one guy in a chatroom and we talked
for awhile about everything. He seemed really nice! BUT like
watch him turn out to be one of those sick pervs from
overseas that do the internet shit and pretend to be some
kid. Also last night i found out that my ex has a crush on
some girl(OR i guess he "thinks" shes hot), im jealous :( Oh well i
need to get over him tho. Its been what 6 months now since we have
broke up. I can't control my feelings about him tho...its weird. Like
i get so jealous whenever his talks to other gurls or hes
with other girls, i hate it! I try so hard to get over him,
by like flirting with other guys and trying to get with
other guys but i just find myself right where i begin,
sitting there crying over him. Whenever like his named is
mentioned or if someone says hes hot i go crazy! And i feel
so lead on by him, he like gives me hugs and calls me and
just..just.. does shit that i feel led on by. I was soo
happy when i was with him and had such a great time and
then it all ended and im not over him. I guess 'eventually'
ill get over him......




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