Can't Plan For A Nose Bleed
2001-11-10 23:00:36 (UTC)

Saturday.... Lazy Day....

I woke up at 3 PM. That's two weekends in a row now! I'm
afraid I may becoming depressed again. I shouldn't be...
Adderall and Paxil are supposed to make me ok again. I
wouldn't be this way if I had a life I suppose. But since
Brandi decided to quit college and Jen went postal and went
home to Philly, and my roommate goes home all the time, and
Matt is M.I.A. ,and I'm shy and a senior, here I am. Maybe
if I had dumbed Bill sooner, freshman year, better yet if I
had never met him at all, my life wouldn't be the shit it
is now. Oh well, it could be worse. That's what they tell
me anyhow.

I hate that it gets dark so early now! Just another thing
that depresses me. So far today, all I have done is watch
TV, smoke 2 cigarettes, shower, and write this journal.

I should eat sometime today I suppose and I have work to
do. If I do that I can actually say I did something