bluez_cluez

My Life
2001-03-21 23:49:47 (UTC)

TODAY HAS BEEN SO BORING. I..

TODAY HAS BEEN SO BORING. I WOKE UP AROUND 11:45 BY MY
SISTER, WHO SAID I HAD A PHONE CALL. I REALLY DIDN'T FEEL
LIKE TALKING TO NICOLE, WHO WAS MEANT TO CALL, SO I TOLD MY
SISTER TO TELL THE PERSON I WAS ASLEEP AND TO CALL BACK
LATER. FOR SOME WEIRD REASON SHE TOLD THE PERSON THAT I
WASN'T HOME, THEN SHE TOLD ME THAT IT WAS A GUY'Z VOICE. I
WAS SO MAD. THE PERSON STILL HASN'T CALLED BACK. I WENT
ONLINE AND CHECKED MY E-MAIL AND STUFF AND BARRETT WAS
ONLINE. AFTER TEN MINUTES OR SO OF HIM NOT SAYING EVEN HI,
I ASKED HIM IF HE WAS MAD AT ME. I STILL GOT NO RESPONSE.
LATER ON I FIGURED OUT THAT HE WAS OUTSIDE RUNNING AND HAD
FORGOTTEN TO LOG OFF. FOR SOME REASON I THOUGHT THAT HE
DIDN'T WANT TO GO OUT WITH ME ANYMORE. I GOT IN A REALLY
PISSY MOOD. UNTIL ABOUT TWO I READ, TOOK A SHOWER, WATCHED
TV, AND ATE. THAN AT TWO I PUT ON MY BIKINI TOP AND WENT
OUTSIDE. THE SUN WAS REALLY HOT AND WITHIN TEN MINUTES MY
FACE WAS AS READ AS A LOPSTER. I WENT INSIDE AND PUT ON
SUNSCREEN. AFTER ABOUT THREE HOURS I DIDN'T GET ANY SUN AT
ALL. TOMORROW I WON'T PUT SUNCREEN ON AND HOPE FOR THE
BEST. TOMORROW EVERYBODY IS GETTING BACK FROM THE CAMPING
TRIP, SO I'LL HAVE SOMETHING TO DO. BARRETT MIGHT GO OUT
OF TOWN. HE WAS TELLING ME ABOUT HOW HE TRIED TO SNEAK OUT
OF HIS HOUSE AND HIS MOM WAS SLEEPING ON THE COUCH AND HE
WOKE HER UP. I SWEAR HIS MOM DID THAT ON PURPOSE, CAUSE
SHE HAS NO TRUST IN HIM AT ALL. THERE ARE BELLS OR
WINDCHIMES ON EVERY DOOR IN HIS HOUSE. HIS MOM NEEDS TO
CHILL AND LET HIM AND HERSELF LIVE LIFE A LITTLE. YOU ONLY
GET ONE SHOT AND ITS BEST TO MAKE THE MOST OF IT. BARRETT
WAS TELLING ME HOW HE WANTS TO FRENCH ME. I WAS KINDA LIKE
OK. FRENCHING CAN BE EXTREMLY GROSS IF THE PERSON SLOBBERS,
AND I HAVE NO CLUE IF HE DOES OR NOT. PEOPLE THINK THAT I
AM REALLY WEIRD CAUSE I HAVE A BULLETIN BOARD FULL OF ANTI-
DRUG POSTERS. OH WELL, AT LEAST THEY STILL ARE FRIENDS
WITH ME. THE ONLY "DRUG" I'VE EVER DONE IS ALCOHOL. MY
FRIEND IN BEIJING AND I WENT TO THE LIDO AND WE GOT JEDS.
WE RODE HOME IN A TAXI DRINKING IT AND THEN WE FINISHED IT
OFF IN THE CLUB. WE WERE SO TIPSY, IT WAS REALLY WEIRD. I
HAD THE WORST HEADACHE TOO. THAT IS THE NEAREST I'VE COME
TO BEING DRUNK THOUGH. NOW JAZZY GOES OUT EVERY WEEKEND
AND GETS "PISS ASS DRUNK" AND THEN MAKES-OUT WITH RANDOM
PEOPLE. SHE IS SO PRETTY AND SHE IS REALLY SMART TOO, WHY
THE HELL SHE IS DOING THIS IS WELL, ACTUALLY EXPECTED. SHE
GOES WITH THE FLOW. ONE NIGHT AFTER WE ALL HAD SNUCK OUT,
SHE FOUND A PACK OF CIGERETTES AND ASKED IF WE WANTED TO
SMOKE. WE SAID NO AND SO SHE WENT WITH IT. SHE IS A
REALLY GREAT FRIEND THOUGH AND ITS NOT GOING TO BE FUN
ATTENDING HER FUNERAL. G2G~~~CARRIE~~~




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