puppyeyes

bitch-it's a compliment
2001-11-08 06:26:11 (UTC)

GUYS SUCK ASS-why am I so stupid?!

I haven't written in here for a long time. I have been
depressed. Why I don't think I will ever figure out but I
hope to soon find an answer. Why I am the only stupid girl
on the planet. I mean I can't get it right with anyone
one. YOu fall in love with a guy but dump him then later
realize what a -great-huge-big-humungous-giant-every word
in the book-mistake! I mean we talk and he doesn't like me
anymore. Whats wrong with me? I mean compared to my
friends I'm not that bad looking. I don't think i have
ever been mean to a guy-unless he has harrassed me. I try
to be flirty but I also try not to over do it. Maybe I'm
this huge bitch that I screwed it up for the rest of my
life. Yeah I know I'm bitchin'. I'm just so confused. I
wish I was one of those people who had that look to where
they could get anyone or that personality that mostly every
one loves. I don't know. I'm just so stupid.




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