Not So Pretty

burn out
2001-11-07 02:06:06 (UTC)

da da da!

I have decided... to...cut myself tonight. I just realized
what I used it for. I use it as a reward. I mean... if
you think about it..that makes a hell of a lot of sence. I
do it so I can feel better for like.... 5-10 minutes...
from my pain... that sounds like a reward to me. But then
again... that's just me. I'm listening to Deftones
"Digital Bath" it's a fucking awesome song... okay... I can
smell marijuana..KAT! Jesus! I think I should go into her
room and tell her that you can smell it out here in the
living room. Hmm... Maybe that's not what it is... but it
really really REALLY smells like it...one moment please.
Yep... I was right... she was smokin' But uhh.. I gotta go
cuz she's a really big people person when she's high, she
needs someone there with her all the time. SOOO... bye!
But... she got this new lighter and it's black with a
picture of a pot leaf on it and it says "Natures way of
saying hi" hahaha..that's classic... toodlez! ~Jecka~




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