Damsel in Distress

2001-11-07 00:37:12 (UTC)


he confuses me. i really like him now, and its like he
doesnt want anything serious. i want something more stable
or more serious, yet he just wants to have fun with no
commitment. i think he will not be afraid when he realizes
im there for him no matter what. he is so sweet. he is
italian hehe. you know what they say about the italian guy.
(bigger PENIS). hehe. anyways, he doesnt want sex, nor do
i. i can joke about sex, but i want more than sex. he is a
nice guy, so i think i will give it a try. he is 19 and was
dating a 16 or 17 year old, but there was no sex involved.
he said the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. i
know that he likes me for me not for an outside appearance,
just for my personality. i told him i care about him, which
i really do care for him. anyways, i hope everything goes
ok when i hear from him again.

i have been unusually horny all day, actually all week, i
blame it on my period. hehe. anyways, i have had my period
for awhile and i want it to go away. my anthropology class
is the best class i have, then history, then english, then
political science. i plan to transfer to san diego state
university. i will major in communications and journalism.
i want to live in southern california, but i want to have
tony with me, but it is not fair for me to ask him to give
up his life.